"We cannot put off living until we are ready. The most salient
characteristic of Life is its coerciveness: it is always urgent,
here and now without any possible postponement. Life is
fired at us point blank."
... Jose Ortega y Gasset read out loud by
"Our deepest
fear
is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest
fear
is that we are
powerful
beyond measure. It is our
light,
not our darkness that most
frightens
is."
... Marianne Williamson
This essay,
Real Life: The Ecstasy Of The Mundane,
is the companion piece to
My Village, My Home.
We say "That's a beautiful sunset" or "That's an awesome palette of
wildflowers blooming" or "That's a magnificent redwood.". And when we
say that, we're mostly referring to the visual spectacle
of the sunset, of the wildflower bloom, of the redwood. Beauty is (for
the most part) a sight thing with us. And it's just
possible that casting beauty that way, with all the loveliness it
allows for, as moving as it is, precludes realizing something even far
more exquisite, far more awesome, far more miraculous. What it
precludes realizing is things
show up
at all ie that they exist at all in the first
place. That they exist at all is a miracle, exquisite, literally
beyond belief. "The sunset is; the wildflower bloom
is; the redwood is.". That's the
marvel. That's the wonder. That's the beauty of it all. It's the beauty
prior to the beauty.
Consider this: it's not that its beauty is a balm for your predicament
ie what's important is not that its beauty brings brightness to your
otherwise unfulfilled life. It's that its
being
is a match for yours. The former is a business as usual,
pedestrian, not to mention unchallenged way of casting
things. "Isn't that sunset beautiful?", "What a wonderful moonrise
...", "Awww ... look at that pretty wildflower bloom ...". Now don't
get ahead of me. I appreciate beautiful things as much as anyone else
and along with everyone else. The line I'm drawing distinguishes the
misperception that it (ie whatever beauty it is you're
looking at) is what makes living worthwhile, obfuscating (and further
burying) the possibility that who you are is enough, full, whole,
complete, and even (if you like) beautiful beyond measure.
That's profound.
It's the latter that's arguably closest to the truth. And it's actually
even more than its
being
is a match for yours. It's the mere fact that it
shows up
at all in the first place ie the mere fact that it occurs at
all ie the mere fact that it's come into existence at all, that's in
and of itself breathtakingly beautiful, marvelous, wondrous, even
capable of inducing ecstasy beyond belief ... that is if only you'd
let it in ...
And Life
being
what it is, there's always the
half-remarkable
question: if
the showing
is so breathtakingly beautiful, marvelous, wondrous, and ecstasy
inducing, why are these qualities not always apparent? Why
are they not always obvious ie not
front-and-center?
Indeed, they're the questions to ask. Here's my take on
them:
They're not always apparent and / or obvious because we've let
ourselves become tranquilized to the up-front, up-close,
point-blank, the-way-it-is, in-your-face, mundane nature of real
Life. We've resigned ourselves to having become
punch-drunk to
Life itself.
Whatever
shows up,
does so without us marveling anymore at its mere
showing.
Whatever
shows up
in our tranquilized state, we've deemed obvious. We've taken it
for granted without a second glance. This curtain, this
cocoon of tranquilized obviousness in which we've clad
ourselves (and then forgotten or denied having any responsibility for)
has effectively shielded us from experiencing first hand directly the
miracle of real Life ie the miracle of
being
alive, and consequently from experiencing in the first person directly,
the miracle of who we really are.
Consider this extraordinary recognition "Oh ... my ...
God! A
TREE!!!
And there's
ANOTHER
tree. W*o*w!!!!!
... Oh WOW ...", instead of the ordinarily drab "(mumble mumble)
there's a tree and there's another one and another one (mumble
mumble).". A tree viewed through the veil of tranquilized obviousness,
is just another tree, taken for granted, so it has no magical and / or
majestic qualities to it. Yet the mundane existence of just another
tree, is also a
portal
to grokking the miracle of Life, and thereby the miracle
of who we really are ie the miracle of real Life. But it
isn't always obvious. So unless you bring your
being present
intentionally to bear on real Life rather than merely passing through
without ever
being present
to it, you'll easily overlook it, and it may never
show up
for you that way at all.