Some enthusiastic
people
intend
to share their experience of transformation
forever.
They started when it first became available, and
intend
continuing through ongoing iterations. Invariably in the resulting
strings of conversations about the possibility of living a
transformed life, the inevitable
question
is: "Who was the first person to share transformation with
someone?". If transformation travels from person to person when
it's shared, then with whom did it all start? Who was the first
person to share it, thereby inventing the possibility of
transformation being available
worldwide?
That's Werner.
It's
who Werner is.
So if it's
true
people
find out about transformation when someone shares it with them, it
begs
the question
"Who shared it with
Werner?".
It's fait accompli that nobody shared it with
Werner
in the same way as someone shared it with you, having previously
gotten it from someone else. It's fait accompli that
Werner
was the first to get it and share it. So
the answer
to "Who shared it with
Werner?"
is "Nobody.". Now even if that's the right
answer,
there are two other possibilities to
consider.
The first one is: something which was bigger than
himself called him to start making transformation
available in
the world.
We can speculate later on exactly what that "something" was, which
was "bigger than himself" (I prefer to speculate because whatever
it was, is open to
interpretation).
The second possibility is, again: nobody ... and ...
there were many different explorations which influenced him and
shaped his life, revealing all manner of methods,
intersections
like all of the disciplines he practiced and experimented with
(Zen,
to name one),
ideas
from the influencers in his life, the zeitgeist, learning
how to sell cars and books etc, all of which
led
to that fateful day out of time on the
Golden Gate Bridge
when, in a typical and very mundane morning commute to work, his
life
miraculously
and
spontaneously
transformed.
We don't know, and we can't say for sure how much all the
disciplines he practiced in combination brought on transformation.
In all likelihood, they were a contributing factor. And again, we
can only speculate if it was one of them, some of them, or all of
them (and in what order?), the number of combinations and
permutations of which is so large that the likelihood of it
happening
to anyone else in the same way as it
happened
to him, is slim to none.
Werner,
it would seem, rolled the dice (or did that "something which was
bigger than himself" roll
him?) and randomly, he got it -
the Big "IT".
In getting
the Big "IT"
with a roll of the dice, he got
very lucky,
BIG-time
lucky.
But isn't that what always becomes possible when you roll the dice?
ie isn't that just like
Life itself?
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