I am indebted to Richard Lang who inspired material for this essay.
My first experience
skydiving
caused a breakthrough in handling
fear.
I
anticipated
it would. I didn't anticipate it would also cause a
anticipate
it would also cause a breakthrough in handling detail.
Even prior to the skydiving experience I was aware of the aesthetics of
detail. I enjoyed the just so-ness of things. But I wasn't yet
detail orientated. Although I had an appreciation for detail,
there was an aspect of me which didn't want to confront detail at all
or be responsible for it, an aspect which regarded handling detail as
an unnecessary chore. When that aspect ruled, I'd have no attention on
detail. Its credo was "Don't sweat the small stuff.". But
the trouble with that, as Life eventually proves, is it's all
small stuff.
In the skydiving experience when my life was at stake, what became
clear to me with regard to handling detail is there are only two
mandatory measures to true* to:
immaculate and impeccable.
Definition
impeccable
adjective
perfect, with no problems or bad parts
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In the skydiving experience I noticed if I don't pay attention to
detail, it could cost me my life. It's that simple. That's my skydiving
breakthrough. Here's how that breakthrough showed up for me in 1983.
Here's what I observed.
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What happened:
I found myself paying extremely close attention to every component
particle of the parachute while its function was being explained to me
during the skydiving intensive. When my time came to skydive, I was
again minutely fascinated by every button, every buckle and other
details of my harness and skydiving gear.
Abstract:
Paying close attention to detail goeswith life working
(as
Alan Watts
may have said).
Observation:
I became aware of minute details of my equipment during the skydiving
intensive - threads, specks, patterns in the weaving of the reserve
parachute pack, and similarly fine details of the harness and
skydiving gear when I came to put them on. So pointed did my attention
become that a focus, which allowed me to notice everyone and
everything around me in intimate detail, became spontaneously
enlivened. It was both pleasing and refreshing, a perceptual opening,
a melting away of mists from my field of vision.
Conclusions:
If I paid as much attention to detail in my daily life as I paid to my
parachute while preparing for skydiving, my life would work infinitely
better. From now on, I will live as if my life depends on it.
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It's a stretch, on almost every level imaginable, to step out of the
door of a perfectly good Piper Cherokee 6, two and a half thousand feet
up in the sky. I did, and in doing so I altered my life and how Life
shows up for me.
True breakthroughs stand the test of time. In the new realm of
possibility where transformation occurs, true breakthroughs don't get
old or obsolete or out of date. This breakthrough in handling detail,
spoken in 1983, is total, is complete, and is forever. There's nothing
else to say about it or add to it. All there is to do is live its
possibility: the possibility of being immaculate and impeccable.
This essay,
Attention To Detail,
recreates
Observation 7:
Attention To Detail
of my thesis,
BREAKTHROUGH SKYDIVING,
which is available at