Cabin #3, Ripplewood, Big Sur River, California, USA
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This place will chill you instantly. Nothing of what
stresses (noise, traffic lights, cars honking etc) can be found
here, nor within miles of here. Now is the time.
This is the calm. And I can always unpack later. My
first predictable
action,
born of relief, will be to dive (an authentic swallow
dive, if you will) onto the bed, and just lie there. But it's not
time for that. It's a bit too soon, I realize. Savor the moment, I
say to myself. No sudden movements. When you've gotten everything
you need unloaded, then it'll be time.
So I go out to my car and bring
my diary,
laptop, and tote bag into the cabin. I will definitely be using
them. Swallow dive now?  I ask myself. No ... not yet. I
go back out to my car and bring in my suitcase with a change of
clothes. Swallow dive now? I ask myself. No. Not yet. I go back out
to my car and bring in my coffee, fruit, and a doggy-bag of
leftovers from lunch. Now I'm fully unpacked. Swallow dive
now?
No. Not yet. I can hardly
believe
it. I'm being compelled to get everything handled
before I dive on to that bed. Nothing can be left
out. I could leave all my things in the car, then fetch them when I
needed them / if I need them. But the drumbeat I'm
following wants it all completed first. And first means now.
Just as I'm ready for that swallow dive, I realize there's still
one more thing I need to do first, and that's to take a nice, warm
shower. Then it'll all be done. "Really?" I ask
whatever it is that's compelling me. "Really!" it answers back. So
I put everything in its place, set my laptop and diary on the
table, neaten up my car and the cabin interior, put the leftovers
in the fridge, and take a shower. NOW everything's
done, and there's nothing left to do. With a towel wrapped around
my waist, I finally dive onto that seductively beckoning bed, then
just lie there, breathing deeply, exhaling. It's a sigh of release
and relief - release and relief from the cessation of all erstwhile
stress, the predictable outcome of dialing the hassle gauge back to
zero, leaving nothing else to do.
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