Conversations For Transformation: Essays Inspired By The Ideas Of Werner Erhard

Conversations For Transformation

Essays By Laurence Platt

Inspired By The Ideas Of Werner Erhard

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I Know What It's Like In India

Cowboy Cottage, East Napa, California, USA

March 26, 2022



"Lots of people have talked about taking that step into the unknown. Taking that step into the unknown is actually a lot less courageous than taking a step from  the unknown."
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"I've never been to India. But I know what it's like in India. It's like what it's like in Cowboy Cottage ... except in India."
... Laurence Platt
"Wherever you go, there you are."
... Thomas à Kempis, The Imitation of Christ, circa 1441
"The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves."
... Alan Watts
"The point  / purpose of life (not the meaning: life doesn't mean anything) is just to be alive. And 'Amen!' to the rest of everything you said, Alan."
... Laurence Platt




Map of India courtesy Research.com
India
I've never been to India.

But I know what it's like in India.

It's like what it's like in Cowboy Cottage ... except in India.

I may not be the only dual national you know (I hold two passports: one British, the other American; I was born in England qualifying me for the former; I'm a naturalized citizen of the United States qualifying me for the latter). I am  probably the only guy you know who's held five green cards from different countries ("who's held" not "who holds" because a green card expires if its holder doesn't maintain continuous residence in the country). I've traveled, lived, and worked in these countries long enough to qualify for their green card: England, South Africa, France, New Zealand, and the United States. I circumnavigated the planet during the years 1971 through 1978.

I traveled to explore, to see new places, to experience new cultures and people. I say you'll get the same reason if not a similar one if you ask people who've traveled as much as or more than I have. As an unflinching reply to the question "Why do you travel?", "To explore the world etc" is actually a secondarily true reason. The prevalent true reason is "Because I don't like it here" (wherever "here" is) or if the truth be really  told, "Because I don't like being  here" - which is to say "Because I don't like who I am here" or even more tersely "Because I want to take a break from who I am.". Now wouldn't that  be the widest spread reply if we weren't so covert about it? Really!

On this hejira  I've been on, it's not even superficially true to say I first explored / discovered the world, and then  I explored / discovered who I really am (which is to say who I might be really like a possibility). No, they were both ongoing concurrently. So while I had my attention on exploring / discovering the world, I was also (in bursts / from time to time) exploring / discovering who I might be really; I just didn't have my full attention / focus on it, rather it ... kinda ... sorta ... happened  just in the process of Life itself. Then when it erupted and took over my entire stage front-and-center, it completely re-arranged ie recontextualized  (I love  that word) from then on, what had compelled me to travel. It recontextualized traveling per se, who I'd really  been being traveling, even who I might really be as a human being.

Look: who I really  am, is who I really am no matter where I am. And what I feel  being who I really am, is the same no matter where I am. An overt reply to "Why do you travel?" is "To take a break from who I really am.". Yet no distance is far enough to get me away from who I really am (wherever I go, there I am), no distance is far enough to get me away from what I feel being who I am especially  if it doesn't feel good being who I am (wherever I go, there I am). There ain't no way out.

I can't not be who I really am. I've never been to India. But I've finally figured out what it's like in India. It's like what it's like in Cowboy Cottage ... except in India.




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