I am indebted to David Rindl who inspired this conversation.
To call this an elemental inquiry, is putting it mildly. It's more than
that. It's waaay more than that. It's a (no, it's arguably
"the") pivotal inquiry, the
essential
inquiry. It's the
essential
inquiry if you're going to lay claim to being able to (quote unquote)
"think
for yourself". If you're going to lay claim to being able to
think
for yourself, you have to be able to differentiate between
"thinking
for yourself", and just plain
"thinking"
(it's
business as
usual
when the two are undifferentiated ie it's quite unremarkable when they
appear to be identical - which is to say it's quite
ordinary,
milquetoast for the line between the two to be
un-rigorously
blurred).
If you're going to differentiate between
thinking,
and
thinking
for yourself, which is to say if you're going to differentiate between
what
thinking
for yourself is, and what
thinking
for yourself isn't, then this inquiry is the entry point to this
distinction ie this inquiry is the ground zero for this
distinction. In other
words,
first
getting
clear about the difference between
thinking,
and
thinking
for yourself, is the
currency
required to enter the domain of
thinking
for yourself. You could say we only
begingrowing up ie you could say we only
begin
maturing, once we
begin
confronting the myth that
thinking,
and
thinking
for ourselves, are identical. You could say until we've confronted the
myth, we're still
thinking
as
children
(as Saint Paul of Tarsus may have said) - regardless of how old we are
and / or what we
think
about.
So now let's confront it. Let's differentiate between
thinking,
and
thinking
for ourselves. Merely having
thoughts
("having
thoughts"
is the correct designation of what we loosely and
un-rigorously
call
"thinking"
- as in the phrase "I'm
thinking
...") is not an indication that we're
thinking
for ourselves. Rather, having
thoughts
is merely an indication, evidence, and proof of the fact that we're
alive.
Having
thoughts
is an ongoing, never-ending automatic process. And it's
the automatic aspect of the process of having
thoughts
which
flies
in the
face
of our erroneous claims that if we're
thinking,
then we're
thinking
for ourselves ie that the two are the same.
If you say "Wait a minute! Mythoughts
aren't automatic? Ithink
for myself!", you won't be the first to erroneously claim so. Here's a
simple way to test this (do it with me, if you will): if
thinking
isn't automatic, then stop
thinking.
That's right: stop
thinking.
It's a simple enough test, isn't it? Again: if
thinking
isn't automatic, then stop having
thoughts.
You can't, can you? In contradistinction,
swimming
isn't automatic. You can start
swimming.
And you can stop
swimming.
But
thinking,
unlike
swimming,
is automatic. So if you say
thinking
isn't automatic, then stop
thinking
ie stop having
thoughts.
Tell the
truth:
you can't. Having
thoughts
is automatic. It's
machinery.
When we say we're
thinking,
we aren't: we're "having
thoughts"
- we're simply hearing the cacophony of
machinery:
unstoppable, automatic
machinery.
Tell the
truth
about this too: we don't distinguish our
machineryas
machinery.
Contrarily, we identify with our
machinery
so
closely
that we assume it's
who we are.
Most of us, in response to the directive "Point to where
you are" (not "Point to
who you are"
but "Point to where you are") will point to our bodies -
to our heads in particular. Guess what? You're not there -
which is to say, you're not in there. If a surgeon
carefully cut your head open looking for you in there, she wouldn't
find you in there. All she'd find in there is
hamburger. There's really
nothing
of
who you are
to be found in there. All that's in there is
machinery
embedded in hamburger.