Conversations For Transformation: Essays Inspired By The Ideas Of Werner Erhard

Conversations For Transformation

Essays By Laurence Platt

Inspired By The Ideas Of Werner Erhard

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On Full Automatic

St Helena, California, USA

March 15, 2023



"A linear arrangement of multi-level multi-sensory total records of successive moments of now."
...   speaking into being the anatomy of the mind
"These findings* (of our research) are difficult to reconcile with the sense that we are the conscious authors of our actions. One fact now seems indisputable: some moments before you are aware of what you will do next - a time in which you subjectively appear to have complete freedom to behave however you please - your brain has already determined what you will do. You then become conscious of this 'decision' and believe that you are in the process of making it."
... Samuel Benjamin "Sam" Harris PhD, neuroscientist, Free Will
This essay, On Full Automatic, is the companion piece to Living In A What's So World.

It is also the seventh in the septology You Are A Machine:
  1. You Are A Machine
  2. Confronting The Machinery
  3. You Are A Machine II
  4. Machinery Embedded In Hamburger
  5. You Are Still A Machine
  6. A Million Ways A Machine, One Free?
  7. On Full Automatic
in that order.

I am indebted to the creators of the Leadership Course and to the alumni of the Leadership Course who inspired this conversation.




I have two questions to ask you. One, how much of your life do you control? A lot of it? A little? Some of it? How much of your life exactly  do you control? Two, how much of your life is on automatic? Some of it? A little? A lot of it? How much of your life exactly is on automatic? Let's inquire into this together:

Your fingernails, your hair. Nothing you do makes your fingernails or your hair grow. They just grow. You have no control. The process is automatic. Your digestion. You have no idea  what's happening with your breakfast right now as it's being digested. You have no control. The process is fully automatic. Your breathing, your blood circulation. Nothing you do makes your lungs absorb oxygen and your heart circulate blood. They just do it. You have no control. The process is automatic. The aging process. There's nothing you do which makes your body age. It just ages. You have no control. The process is automatic.

"A-Ha!"  you say, "but those are all bodily  processes.". "That's right" says I, "they are. And wait, there's more. Let's inquire into the other areas together:".

Your feelings, your emotional processes. There's nothing you do to have your feelings be the way they are. You have  feelings. But you don't control them. If you had control over your feelings, you'd always feel great because you'd always have great feelings, yes? You have no control. The process is automatic. There's nothing you do to have your emotions be the way they are. You have  emotions. But you don't control them. If you had control over your emotions, you'd never be sad, you'd always be happy, and you'd see to it you'd always be balanced emotionally, yes? You have no control. The process is automatic.

Your attitude, your mental processes. There's nothing you do to have your attitude be the way it is. You have  an attitude. But you don't control it. If you had control over your attitude, you'd always have a great attitude to everything and everyone, yes? You have no control. The process is automatic. There's nothing you do to have your mental processes be the way they are. You have  mental processes. But you don't control them. The process is automatic.

Your thought processes, your memories. Look: if it's still not crystal clear to you that your thought processes and your feelings and your emotions are on full automatic, then stop  thinking thoughts, stop  having feelings, stop  having emotions. Tell the truth about it: you can't stop thinking thoughts, and you can't stop having feelings, and you can't stop having emotions (don't believe that till you try it on for size). And if you can't stop thinking thoughts, and you can't stop having feelings, and you can't stop having emotions, you're not controlling them in the first place, yes? You have no control. The process is automatic.

As for the decisions you make, tell me about your control over them. No, listen: neuroscience has proved* that some moments before you're aware of what you'll do next, a time in which you subjectively appear to have complete freedom to do whatever you want, your brain has already determined what you're going to do. You then become conscious of this "decision" and believe that you're in the process of making it. You have no control. The process is automatic.

So once again, the two questions. One, how much of your life do you control? A lot of it? A little? Some of it? How much of your life exactly do you control? Two, how much of your life is on automatic? Some of it? A little? A lot of it? How much of your life exactly is on automatic? What are you beginning to see?

What I'm beginning to see, what's coming into sharp focus (into stark relief  really) is not how little of my life I control. It's not even that some  of my life is actually on automatic. It's what's suddenly coming into sharp focus / stark relief is the very daunting possibility that my entire  life is on full  automatic.

Three pivotal questions are begged by this unexpected, extraordinary realization. One, what would I newly be (I mean really  be) in the face of my entire life being on full automatic? In the face of my entire life being on full automatic, I'd clearly no longer be what I once considered myself to be (so then: who would I consider myself to be newly?). Two, what's newly implied for actions I take in the face of my entire life being on full automatic? In the face of my entire life being on full automatic, my actions would obviously not be initiated by what I once considered my actions to be initiated by. Three, what's newly implied for everything I own, am committed to, am responsible for in the face of my entire life being on full automatic? In the face of my entire life being on full automatic, what I own, what I'm committed to, what I'm responsible for, would clearly not be given by whatever I once considered them to be given by.


Postscript:

The presentation, delivery, and style of On Full Automatic are all my own work.

The ideas recreated in On Full Automatic were first originated, distinguished, and articulated by Werner Erhard, Michael C Jensen, Steve Zaffron, and Jeri Echeverria, and distributed in the paper titled Course Materials for: Being a Leader and the Effective Exercise of Leadership - An Ontological / Phenomenological Model.





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