Live is evil reversed. Evil is simply live spelled backwards. Evil is the degree I'm not live with you. "Live with you" doesn't imply live "one on one" with you. Rather, "live with you" implies live one in one with you. Fullness in Fullness. Wholeness in Wholeness. One in One. You're present with me in everything I do. You're present with me in every key I press, in every word I write. You're present with me in every breath I breathe. You're present with me in the very way I be, to the degree that if you weren't there, I wouldn't be here either. I've had to grow up so I can exist on my own without being near you. Man! That's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Life, I guess, may have done that anyway. But that - right there - is my maturity: you can tell I've become "realistic" about it. We're only here once. We should be one in one. It seems such a waste of life for me to be over here, wherever I am, when you're over there, wherever you are. This relationship is such a gift, such a god-damned privilege, Whenever the date draws near to be with you again, whenever I get this close to dance time, my life starts to come apart as its next iteration begins to come through. I'm wondering, as I always do before times like these, who I'll be next after being with you. It's a profound joy to know you. I'm glad I came to this planet at the same time as you. Really glad. Really. "Did you say ... dance?" |
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