Werner
looks at life and notices what
shows up
in front of him, as
what's so
- and that's what there is to deal with. When I try on his view (I
discover it for
myself
looking at
my life
that way) it empowers me to deal with everything in
my life
including my body aging and what it portends for my health, in a
transformed way.
The onset of transformation doesn't mark the onset of immortality
or the cessation of all my aging and health issues. Rather it marks
the onset of a
recontextualization
(I
love
that
word) of
everything in
my life
including aging and health issues. In the beginning, transformation
(transformation alpha); in the end, transformation
(transformation omega);  and in between I deal with what
there is to deal with. That's transformation: it's not
fixing
my life
(there's nothing to
fix).
Rather it's an empowered way of dealing with
what's so, transformed.
I've crossed a line (I don't know when exactly, it was gradual, I
barely noticed) in recognizing I'm aging. Prior to that, I was a
context
of false bravados: "This'll go on forever", "I'm invincible", and
"I'm bulletproof.". Then (imperceptibly at first,
inexorably)
a new
context
made its presence known. My erstwhile
context
for living "This'll go on forever, I'm invincible, I'm
bulletproof", slowly shifted as I confronted / came to grips with
the finite mortality of
my life.
I saw I was aging. And a question had replaced my erstwhile
context
of bravados. It was
"How
much longer is there?". At first I got
sad.
This beautiful life
was aging, slowing down, coming to a close, in its final stretch.
Then, when I
broke through
the
sadness,
I realized there was an opportunity: the opportunity to have each
moment
I had left count, to clean up my life (again), to purge everything
no longer needed. The
intergalactic
spaceship, having reached its desired trajectory, can now jettison
its
external tank.
Listen: only a fool
believes
taking care of their body when they're younger guarantees no health
issues in aging. Now, my body thanks me for having taken care of it
when we were younger. I've ensured it's equipped to deal with the
almost certain health issues that go with (as
Alan Watts
may have said) aging. Regular exercise, hydration, and a moderated
diet when I was younger, went a long way toward setting it up for
aging. If you are not intent on investing time taking care of your
body when you're younger, be prepared to spend a lot
on health-care when you're aging. Start now, and your body will
thank you.
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