It's more than likely you've already noticed some distinctions are
easier to articulate than others. If I'm making distinctions which
aren't easy to articulate, I can facilitate them by making a
distinction about the distinctions. Distinction about
distinctions can, I suppose, be called meta-distinction, just as
theory about theories is called meta-theory. This
essay
fleshes out one such possible meta-distinction: the meta-distinction
"residue of meaning" as it applies to the distinction
"speakingtransformation
/
speakingabouttransformation",
and therefore as it applies to the possibility of full
Self-expression
(please notice that's
Self
with a capital ess).
There's a historical perspective in this for me. There was a time in
the not so distant past (or so it would seem) when all my
speaking
was
speakingabout one thing or another. I now distinguish that kind of
speaking
as narration, description, or just plain commentary - which is a more
elegant way of saying chit-chat. Until I experienced
Werner's work,
that was the only kind of
speaking
available to me. There wasn't even the remotest possibility that
speakingcould generate anything at all. If
speaking
was somehow the vehicle for full
Self-expression,
in other
words
if
speaking
was somehow the generator of full
Self-expression,
then in the beginning, the principle was unknown to me. And even if I
caught a glimpse of the possibility of
speaking
as the generator of full
Self-expression,
it was a foggy glimpse at best.
It's become abundantly clear and patently obvious to me now, that
speaking
brings forth
transformation
in
the world,
just as it generates full
Self-expression.
That said, I've started
observing
(which is to say I've started distinguishing) when, in spite of my best
intentions,
my
speakingdevolves
into mere narration, description, or commentary. Now, to be sure,
there's
nothing wrong
with either narration or description or commentary. If the truth be
told, it's highly unlikely we could function effectively in
the world
without them - if at all. Rather it's an
observation
of how my
speaking-generating-Self-expression
has a short
half-life
(as
Werner Erhard
may have said) and needs to be
rigorously
reinstated from time to time, or else it
devolves
(as it surely will if left unchecked) into narration, description, and
commentary.
What separates my
speaking-generating-Self-expression
from narration, description, and commentary, which is to say how I can
measure the difference between my
speaking-generating-Self-expression
and narration, description, and commentary, is the absence or
presence
of a meta-distinction which I call residue of meaning.
noun
the part that is left after the main part has gone or been taken
away
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It could be said keeping a fine line between
speakingtransformation
as differentiated from
speaking
about
transformation,
requires closely monitoring the degree of significance, the
degree of drama, the degree of cleverness which,
under its own volition, finds its way into our
conversations.
For want of a better
word,
I'll group significance, drama, and cleverness together, and
collectively call them meaning. It could be said keeping a fine
line between
speakingtransformation
as differentiated from
speaking
about
transformation,
requires closely monitoring the degree of meaning which, under its own
volition, invariably finds its way into our
conversations.
This isn't a trivial task. We're meaning making
machines
(that's
Transformation
101). Even the most cursory overview of just about any
conversation
we have, reveals we generate waaay more meaning than full
Self-expression.
For a
conversation
(which is to say for
language)
to be rendered as the generator of full
Self-expression,
what's required is carefully monitoring our natural tendency to
render whatever we
speak
as overly significant, dramatic, or just plain clever ie fraught with
meaning.
It's this, our own intervention (if you will) in our
automatic meaning making
machinery
which allows the possibility of full
Self-expression
instead. It's also worth noting that meaning making will creep back
(not if but when) ever so subtly, into our
conversations.
That's our nature, remember? This is why I prefer to measure the
difference between
speakingtransformation
and
speaking
about
transformation,
not by the total, permanent absence of meaning but rather by the
residue of meaning. It's likely we'll never eliminate our
thrown-ness to be dramatic, significant, and clever ie to
be meaningful, entirely. We can, however, take responsibility for most
of it, which is to say we can take responsibility for as much of it as
we can take responsibility for. What remains is the residue.